Tuesday, March 29, 2011

more pictures of Zaydee

I am honestly so blessed Zaydee is such a good baby, she hardly ever cries unless she is WAY hungry or has some gas even then its not really a cry more like a squeak. The kids are loving having her around, Zoey cant stop holding her and slade LOVES to be the "helper" and throw away diapers or get momma anything else she needs.
Here are a few pictures my mom and I took the other day







Wednesday, March 16, 2011

2 days!!

Can you believe that we only have 2 days until we get to meet our beautiful princess!!
I still can't believe how fast time has flown and now it is time to have her. Zoey is so excited everyday when she wakes up she says "guess what momma only ___ many days!" Slade on the other hand will get excited but I'm not sure he quite knows what he is in for :)
I was talking with Zoey the other day about how they cut me open to get the baby out and she asked if it will hurt i assured her no they give mommy some good medicine so i cant feel it. Then we went on to talk about why she cant come into the OB rooms being RSV season and all which she totally understood, but i did tell her I would be able to come out and see her in the waiting area but I might get a little sad since I will have missed her so much she replied "oh mom don't be such a sissy!" She is so funny with some of the stuff she comes up with!

On to the pregnancy I honestly cant complain one single bit except on Monday I came down with a cold I know i know great timing right! I have been on an antibiotic since Thursday so I'm not sure if the cold is from some other infection stuff i had going on or what but I'm about ready to kick this cold in the BUTT!
I have been stressing like crazy to try and get everything in order with being the primary president I stressed about having all of that taken care of but luckily I have AMAZING counselors that have stepped up and are taking on duties that aren't theres! I am so grateful for them and the inspiration that they are to me. When I was called to be the President of our primary my reply was "Me really? I think you have the wrong person!" I had the hardest time accepting the fact that I was called to this calling for a reason and that I was SUPPOSE to be there. I had huge shoes to feel with the last president and at times I still feel that I am not adequate enough for the calling. But I do LOVE being there and the kids are so amazing I am amazed every time I leave what testimonies these children have. I think this may be why I am there seeing these kids and the faith they already have is such an inspiration to me and is probably the reason I am there. My testimony has already grown so much in the short time that I have been in the primary and I know that is one of the reasons I was called to this calling is for my testimony to be strengthened.
Wow onto a lighter note LOL I for some reason decided that I needed a patio poured this week so I have had a couple guys here doing that which now is finished and looks AMAZING!
I think the stressing part is pretty much over and now comes on the nervousness I know i know this is my 3rd c-section why am I nervous? With everything that happened with Slades delivery and me being able to feel them cutting and having to be put out has me terrified. I talked to my dr about it and he promised he would not cut until he was 100% sure I was completely numb, but I still have those uncertain feelings in the back of my mind. I know I will be in great hands with my doctor and I am lucky enough that my sister in law who is a nurse in the OB will be able to be there so that reassures me somewhat. But either way she will here in 2 days :)